At first, I was hesitant, as I was tensed about the selection process. After, a lot of courage and to take my mind off the process, I decided to have ... conversation with her.Her name was kriti and started with where she is from and all.After few minutes of talking, our chance had come to attend the group discussion, and luckily she and I were in the same group. The selection professor had given a topic, for which I had good points to deliver and oh boy, she was impressed with my points and she. Lucy our daughter just had her fifth birthday and the only way they get to see each other is through webcam, pictures and letters its hard for me so see the hurt in Williams eyes when he sees how big she’s gotten. Lucy asks me every day mommy when is daddy is coming home, how do you explain to a child that you don’t know when daddy will come home and when he does come home it may be in a casket.I hadn’t been home long from taking Lucy to her first day of school when I got a knock on the door,. "Jim smiled and walked out of the bathroom to let his mother finish applying her makeup. Ten minutes later Jenny had finished, her hair had been styled, her makeup had been applied and she as always looked stunning. Jim led her downstairs and out of the house. Jenny climbed into her car passenger side while Jim climbed in behind the steering wheel. Jim drove down the main road and took the turn for the beach. It was a beautiful day, the sun was out and the sky was blue. Jim had put the car's. "You could say that," I said in a well enunciated soprano with a hint ofworry."Maybe you should turn to your left."I did as he suggested saw my reflection in a huge, finely decorated, fulllength mirror. I was gobsmacked.The reflection that looked back at me was a beautiful lady in her mid-twenties. She had golden blonde hair that tumbled over her shoulders anddown her back in thick, luxurious curls. She was wearing a huge skirtedwedding dress with puffy off-the-shoulder sleeves and silk.