"Do you really believe that Mayoni? I know it's what we sing in the Spirit song..." Yes, I believe it now... The name Keona means the Spirit's graciou... gift. The gift has not been taken from me. It's just unavailable for a while... Ha! I remember something Marcus once said. I do believe in the Spirit, so completely now that it doesn't even seem like a faith issue. I used to wonder about this too, non-brain based consciousness?! What could it possibly be like? Would we even recognize our loved. .haha… they all know I have a boyfriend who is very older than me”Me: “Wow I am in a relationship with you. You should have informed me too..” I smiledMita: “You know now. Anyway, you are busy with Mom. You don’t have time for me”Me: “Ok. Next time I will take you out then..”Mita smiled “Promise?”Me: “Of course..promise” and we shook hands.Mita still biting her chocolate “Whom you like better me or mom?” she looked at me earnestlyMe: “Hmmm tough question… ”Mita: “Answer… choose one..?”Me: “Well. .. Oh wait! I think it’s ringing. ‘Hello? Hello?!’Hmmm, guess I’ll try later. Ok then, where were we. I have a condom in my purse.”What the... “Hey, Josh. It’s me. I was waiting for a taxi when your friends, Steve and Tim, happen to drive by. Say ‘Hi’, guys.’‘Hey, Josh!’ It was Steve.‘Dude, your mom’s wasted.’ That was Tim.‘They’re kidding, Josh. I’m perfectly fine. I should be home soon.Love you.Bye.’”It was a video.“What are you doing?” It was his friend, Steve’s voice.The shot opened with. “where are we?” I asked. “ My place.” he replied matter-of-factly. He let me out of the door and I walked behind him slowly, waiting for what was next. Once we were inside the front door, he grabbed me by the shoulders and pulled me to him, kissing me roughly. His tongue caressed mine, and his hands slide from my lower ass up to my lower back. They stopped and ripped off my thong, making my crotch burn as the fabric was violently torn away. I gasped and tried to push him away, but he was too.