That's clear."It made the situation worse that Howard had been drawn to SJ6 for its sexual promise. The Major had told him that he could have any woma... he liked, anyhow he liked her.That was the department's motto according to the Major. Sex was a perk of the job: any woman, anyhow, and Howard carried the maxim in his heart.Six women. All at the same time. God. How could he have done it? He'd been sleeping and dreaming and suddenly he'd been out there in the rain with a woman sucking his cock,. "What's 'Spanish' massage? I asked. The receptionist replied that it involved body to body massage with minimal use of hands. I pushed for more info, but she was reluctant (possibly sensing trouble with the law.) I made an appointment and headed over. A beautiful, short blonde with great tits met me at the door, and ushered me into the room, which was a typical massage parlour room, including dim lights, a table, sink, oils, and new-age music playing. She asked me to get undressed and lie. I was the last child of a family of 7siblings, the unwanted one; the accident that happened.I was left an inheritance by a grandmother that I really didn't know - Istill have that inheritance to this day. I have been married once; cancer took my wife who thought beingtransgender was the worse curse imaginable. If her friends, work orfamily found out, she was simply going to die. Thankfully she is atpeace now; she would have had an absolute "bird" with the life I nowlead. Now I live as I. My father didn't seem to mind the way mother drew men to her, in fact he seemed to revel in it because he had what they all wanted, and I'm as sure as I can be that mother was never unfaithful to him.* * * * * * * *At age twenty two I graduated from the university BA (Hon). The plan had been for me to go on to further studies, but instead I applied for and got a job with the Government of Victoria. That I thought would get me well away from Adelaide and South Australia and consequently away.