‘Matt, I miss you so much. You have to know that, and that I love you so much.’ ‘Jenn, do you think I don’t miss you too? We were supposed to ...row old together. We were so good together, and I thought you would be by my side forever. Where did I go wrong?’ ‘You didn’t Matt, god! How could you think this was your fault?’ ‘I just don’t understand. Was Jim that good or …’ ‘No, HELL NO!’ she interrupted me. ‘Sorry, just you are the only man I have ever loved. You are the only man I ever want to be. Again I laid in my previous position.He applied the palm liberally on my back and massaged from top to bottom with his thump on my back bone and rest of the fingers in the sides. While doing this he slid his hands on either side of my body and brushed the bulged globes of my boobs with his fingers. His body shivered when he made contact on the side of my boobs. Once he stopped his fingers over the bulged globes and try to lower his hands down to reach the nipples.I was almost in the heaven. My. Jen no longer hid her and Marks affair and if I wished to be a part of my wife’s life I was forced to just accept it. Surprisingly this was not a problem for me I enjoyed it. That’s not to say the waitresses that leered at us when she kissed him at dinners, and the whispers of the nosy neighbors that got front row seats did not sting. It was not even a week after Beth’s video conference with me that I returned home from work to find Marks car in the drive. As if to further humiliate me I was. I lowered myself a little so I could run a finger down her slit through her panties, teasing her, enjoying the way her body moved when she jumped a little. I hooked my fingers in the sides of her panties and slid them down her smooth, sexy legs, off her feet and then dropped them down beside the bed. I looked down at the center of her body and the small patch of curls that resided there, she was so wet and inviting that I could not wait any longer. I slid myself down and nudged her legs open, I.