”Before I could reply she wrapped her arms around me and kissed me like a lover. At first I was startled, then I remembered that, by agreeing to com... here, I had tacitly agreed to fuck her, so I returned the kiss as passionately. I put my hands on the thin strip of bare flesh between her skirt and her top, then slid my hands up her back underneath her top, until I got to her shoulder blades. No sign of a bra strap! Good!Suzanne came behind me and slipped my track-suite pants down my legs. As I. Thinking of being penetrated now, makes me want to forget it all over again. Vaginal penetration feels like something pushing and poking around inside me. Even pinky fingers feel uncomfortable. There aren’t any tingling sensations. There isn’t a build up to a magnificent orgasmic explosion. It doesn’t do anything at all for me. I know you are wondering why I’m so afraid I’ll be addicted to sex when I don’t even like modest penetration. The truth is, I have to believe penises have some hidden. Captain Arden had seven towns to oversee, so she was gone more often than she was here in our town. Those days she was here, I kept my distance, my wounded heart unable to bear her presence for long.I did watch her, though. I watched her interact with her men, guiding more than ordering, encouraging more than disciplining. And they loved her. They worked harder when she was nearby, and spoke of her with respect when she wasn't there. Unbidden, my heart swelled with pride when I overheard them. I just bet that you've got a whole week of fucking and sucking planned and you're just running off to leave me here with the kids by myself."Mike and Mary sat there glaring at each other. They were only a small spark from a major blow-up and both were more than ready to take this fight to the next level. As someone in the military might have said "The body count is going to be really high when the action is done." Suddenly, without warning, Mike just seemed to deflate and seemed to become.