She did make sure to smear cake all over my face, though. That was fun.... and I almost couldn't stop myself from kissing her. Thankfully, I didn't ...ake a fool of myself.At one point, I was talking to my friend Jay's mom, apparently (I was wasted by this point) declaring my undying love for Jay. True, Jay was gay. True, we'd fooled around before. And true, I really did like him. He'd helped me survive after my divorce. It had been a lot of fun exploring things that had until then been. It's been a rough day. Just let me lean back and relax for a few minutes." Okay, hon, forgiven. But I still don't see how you can keep from smoking at home, when you smoke as much as you do."Sarah took a deep drag, held it, then let it out slowly. Jesus Christ, will you shut up? she thought, and closed her eyes.Sarah still lived at home with her parents and it wasn't easy. They nagged her about this and they nagged about that. And where smoking and drinking and sex were concerned-it was Sodom. ‘We emptied the entire account.’ Now Sherry was looking at the floor, as well. ‘We needed to pay off our debt at the hospital. And her husband got them into some real trouble financially.’ ‘So you have absolutely nothing?’ ‘That’s pretty much the size of it.’ ‘Does you daughter have any idea what’s she has done to you?’ Troy ask. Both shook their heads negatively. ‘So.’ Troy continued, ‘If you had not blown all of your life savings on your baby girl, we wouldn’t even be having this. " Laurel sighed nodding "I'd never been called those terrible names before, it did hurt terribly."Nedra purred softly kissing Laurel on the lips "but of course it hurt, Nedra knows, she also knows that time was your first as human woman mating with a man, she also knows that your heart and mind and sense's were drawn to this man. Soooo you were even more vulnerable to the vipers tongue, but now my adorable tidbit it is time to take the strength that made you go on after the tinker Jacob's death.