Looking back on that, it is as if it was happening all over again right now instead of 17 years ago.Shirley and I stayed in her bed till it was very d...rk outside. We got up and took a shower, washing each other. She fixed us a sandwich, and we had another glass of wine, and she asked me again when my head was clear of lust not to tell a soul, not even my brother. Some time that evening I did tell her about Bill. I told her that we were so close that we had sex almost every night. She also told. "Looks like you'll just have to get your face in there Sarah" he laughed. I lowered my face, and tried to lap it up like a dog, but because it was cold it was quite thick. I buried my face a little deeper and took a mouthful of the blandest food I'd ever tasted. There was no taste at all, and I could feel it sticking to my face. "I know it's bland" Adam said "but you will earn better meals if you work hard and behave. That has got all of your basic nutrition, you won't starve, but it will work. My mother then died within 12 months of dad, - of a broken heart my sister always said, - leaving me with just my much-older siblings. My nieces and nephew didn't really want to know about me. They blamed me wholly for the loss of their beloved grandparents, - something I totally understood, I blamed myself too.By the time I was released, - 20 years to the day after I had first been incarcerated, - one of my sisters had passed away too and the other had simply stopped keeping in touch. Her. ”“It is going to be a while before we have sex again, isn’t it baby?”“I’m afraid it is baby; are you okay with that?”“Yes, baby, I am fine with that; it is so hot.”“You find it hot that your wife is denying you her body while she has sex with her black lover?”“Yes baby, incredibly hot!”“Okay then, it may be a very long time before we have sex again; how’s that?”“I am totally okay with that baby; I don’t care how long it is!”“Then we might make it permanent!”“Permanent? I thought that it was.