No way are you riding bareback. What should we do?”“Shantelle, Shantelle!” I called out loudly.Shantelle, a junior, is one of the two black chee...leaders on the squad. I had fucked her and the other one a bunch of times. She came running.“What is it, Jamal? On my, and what’s going on here? Gonna get you some Candy, I see.”“Not if I can’t find a raincoat that fits. You got any more of those extra-large condoms we used?”“Sure, honey.” She fetched them from her purse. “LifeStyles King Size XL, the. When we got to Fairhaven I'd have to order a straight razor. Maybe Chandra can shave me, or at least give me lessons. I wasn't about to let anyone else near my neck with a sharp blade.I physically felt better after my morning ablutions, almost enough to feel human. Well a human with a heart made of ash. I felt hollow inside, and was still moving slowly without any real direction. I knew that I was moping but couldn't help myself.Seeing Megan in the morning didn't help any, she looked tired too.. I only had to stay with her a little while after school. Not that I minded, of course. I went there and hung out with her until it was time for her to go home. We both missed Dad but we had each other to keep us happy.Mom dated some but after a few years, she just gave up. There were several eligible guys in our area but they really didn't give her the same feeling as Dad did. Some of the men didn't care to have a ready-made family but I was too young to understand so I never felt guilty about. With their parents' permission, their life in America was now confirmed. Both daughters were born in that little house. First Nina, named in honor of the ship that discovered America and hence, in her mother's mind, their wonderful new lives. Magda came along two years later. Ursola and Janos had their perfect life.Nina graduated from high school and after several frustrating weeks looking for work, finally went to a temporary placement agency. They tested and interviewed her thoroughly. Within.