I risked everything if I came out atwork and wasn't accepted.I approached a gal in human resources I've know for years. Iexplained to her that I had a...personal issue that has been botheredme for many years. I began to explain my desire to come out of thecloset. She stopped me cold saying, "honey, we've know about you forover a year." She added, "it was pretty obvious when you startedwearing those clothes and the make-up last year. We just were waitingfor the day you revealed yourself." She went. You’ll have to expose yourself to me….everything. No holding back. No hesitation. No shame. Safe words will always be a must. I insist. But one-hundred percent honesty and deference to me when I ask for it will go unquestioned. Do you understand?” With obvious effort he pulls his cock from my wet and sloppy lips, using his hand to wipe my mouth and chin dry so I can speak. “I…I think I do. I want it; I do…just…not 24/7.” I know we’ve talked about this before, but it must be said before we go. Under his guidance, I took my first semi-nudes, and nude studies, and later my first pornography. He gave me an old Yashika Mat 124G he had used for several years, set up my first dark room, and supplied me with film and chemicals, and an occasional willing model. He showed me my first porn — which included straight, lesbian and gay, and answered that age-old question of is it wrong for two buys to do that? His answer was no, not all, as long as I was careful and discrete. When I persisted. You did not return any of my calls. I needed you to pick me up." Me lying to you!? You are the one who started the lying. I needed youto take those breast forms off of me. You did not do so. I had to go tothe ER." I had to lie to you. You would not listen to me about how unfair youare being to Sheila."If you would have waited I would have taken the breast forms off.Could you? No you could not. You had to have things your way,just likeat work." I am not being unfair. I am her manager and she is.