Usne bhi mardon ki tarah apni chathi thoki aura aage badha faceoff ke liyePrasannubh ne usse underestimate kiya aur aage badhke teen chaar laat marne ...i koshish ki tab sid ne usse dodge kiya aur style mein aage badh ke usse 5 punches maare aur phir ek superman punch jisse who gir gaya.Phir sid ne uske baal pakad kar uthaya aur uske legs pakad ke shoulder par utha liya par tabhi prasanubh ne sid ko mukka mara aur niche utarte hi gayish smile dekar ek low blow de daala jisse sid ke haath uske. “You are so sad, I can’t help but talk to you.” Her look of distress was so sincere the tears just escaped more quickly from my eyes. I was about to throw out some stupid excuse, use the “allergies this time of year” bullshit line or some other nonsense, but something in her manner made me be so shockingly honest, I cannot believe it to this day. I simply told her “I lost the case.” “Hmmm?” She was confused, but at this point she sat down beside me, close enough for me to smell that haunting. Back then it was a grimy city. The gay “area” was Canal St, and it was seedy. Meeting like minded people wasn’t easy, it wasn’t accepted.I was also struggling with my sexuality. I had been dressing on off, with regular purges of course. I was trying to convince myself I was straight! But, there was one time, in this difficult period, where I was settled ( albeit shortly). The summer of ’92. I was in my late 20’s and had decided to embrace my dressing and explore my sexuality further. Of course. By the time that I’d finished she was squirming and begging for me to make love to her again. My cock was not yet ready for another round so I brought her to another climax with my tongue. ‘What would the Pastor think if he saw us doing this?’ Connie asked me as she pulled her shorts up. ‘I really don’t care what he thinks, we’re an engaged couple, we’re going to get married, I don’t see how the rules that he preaches about apply to us. If you read the Bible and understand why those rules were.