Eventually we both got tired and fell asleep.That night I remember having a sexy dream. I think all the talking about sex turned me on and was reflect...d in my dreams that night. I woke up in the morning, and noticed I was erect like a rock.I was sleeping on my stomach, so I rolled up onto my back, and dozed back to sleep. I think I slept for another hour, even though it only seemed like a moment, and I woke up to a shivering feeling. I was still on my back, so when I woke up, I looked down. Frustrated by my rebuffs he accused me of making out with someoneelse and did not believe my denials. I had no way of knowing howintimate June had been with him before the accident, but there wasreally no way I could have explained either to him or to Helen themorality of the relations between the sexes which I had inherited frommy own generation. The idea of a girl saving herself for the marriagebed would have seemed idiosyncratic to either of them.I do like to think that it was high moral. Again I tell the story as she told us.I was sat on the sofa in an old Alice Cooper tour T shirt and a denim skirt talking to Jordan (her youngest son, 21) he was home from uni, he was upset at still being a virgin and I was comforting him, I was already two thirds through my second bottle of wine and he’d had a couple of beers when John came in.Holding a beer he sat on the chair opposite us and our conversation trailed off, John said “Have you told Jordan what happened” “No” I said, he smiled. Before she could pick herself up, Jennifer was kneeling at her side, offering a smile and a hand. "Leave me alone," Cathy mumbled. "I don't want you around." Come on," Jennifer wheedled, touching Cathy's shoulder. "There's no harm done." Screw you, too," Cathy told her. "I just want to be by myself for a while. Go away." It's no good being alone," Jennifer countered. "Not when you have friends." Her fingers trailed down Cathy's arm, and the blonde girl could feel them, warm, almost electric,.