Where could he be? I called his job and they said he hadn't been there since yesterday. Jason, wouldn't leave us, would he? No, he was excited about o...r baby I know it. I don't know anymore. I have to go diary.10/8/1980Dear Diary, Jason left me and our baby last month. I received a letter 2 weeks ago, he said he wasn't ready for a family. I feel so bad, but I can't give up now. My baby is keeping me strong. I have to be strong for my baby. He or she needs me. I've been working longer hours, to. I started to feel a little excited being seen naked by this new woman. How do they feel? Aunt Kate asked.Pretty good I answered. Ok good. We have a winner. Said aunt Kate. I took the pants off and carefully hung them back on the hanger. I deliberately stayed naked so that aunt Kate and Maria could see me. It was quite exciting being the only one naked amongst two clothed women. Maria looked to be in her mid twenties and had a pretty face and a nice body that showed in the tight yoga. Penny and I politely turned them down. I had my work cut out with the Scouts and Penny was helping out the local Brownies.Anyway most of the time there was just the four of us and the kids on the little estate. If you can call 14 acres of woods and paddocks an estate? The four of us seemed to get on very well and we would be in each other's houses quite few evenings during the week. Brooke and Stephone, as I said, had plenty of parties where the booze flowed plentifully and we made friends with. There was something new inside of him; a hardness that he didn't like but that was now a part of him forever. This new world of his was a reality that he didn't want to be real. Roger knew that he had embarked on a path that he could never return from. He had sworn to himself that he would never allow Ben to drag him into a life of crime but here he was taking Ben's life and living it as his own.It wasn't long before Roger began arguing with himself. He tried to tell himself that Ben had.