I went on a couple of first dates with kind, intellectual men with good finances, and followed my old ‘this is my preferred type of partner’-patte...n. But somehow the Danny Disaster had changed me, I just didn’t trust as easily, and I didn’t let the first dates become second dates. And I didn’t love. I’m not sure if you can understand what it feels like not to be able to live and love fully, when you’ve been living and loving to your heart’s content all your life. A rather large part of you is. “Wait here one moment,” she whispered to me kissing me on the cheek she stepped into the room for a few seconds, then the door opened, Shirl had grown taller!. I looked down and Shirl had put on different shoes, still black and patent but with what must have been 7” heels. She pecked my nose as I stood there staring at her wonderful legs.I followed her as she walked slowly but without difficulty into her hotel room the door closing and latching behind me. The room was one of those standard. My cock was instantly noticeable and she noticed. I quickly sat down trying to hide it. I was sooo embarrassed and apologized. She said “no need, but did I cause that?” I had no idea how to respond since I am only xx and she is old (probably 30). The next thing I know, she is on her knees with her hand on my cock. Still stunned, I didn’t move and she put her hand in my trunks and instantly had my cock in her mouth. I shot cum into her mouth instantly, and she swallowed and swallowed. You were staring at me, teasing me with that playful smile. I freaking love your smile. Did I say you are beautiful? lol I was on my way to a meeting so I tried to stop but I couldn't help myself. I thought of the curve of your neck and how it gradually slopes down to your beautiful shoulders. I imagined you tilting your head back and rubbing your hand down the side of your neck. Your beautiful hair was shining in the sun. OMG, I realized that I was rubbing the front of my pants with one hand..