Karl Renfro had brought his daughter into the ER. The girl had been dead by the time she hit the table - there was nothing Jocelyn or any of the other...doctors could have done. But they tried anyway - they felt obligated, massaging her heart and pumping her drained body full of blood in an attempt to revive her, all the while wondering what a pretty girl like her was thinking trying to take her own life like that.Her father - the man who would change Jocelyn's life - had walked in with a numb,. "Why don't you go up in the balcony? No one is up there and it will let you......get the feel for things" nodding his head in the direction of the balcony stairsI looked over to the stairs leading up to the balcony and they were roped off. I looked back at him."Its ok kid, like I said, I own the place" he walked over and undid the rope for me. Held it for me until I was headed up the stairs. I felt his eyes watching me as I walked up the stairs. It was wild but I liked the attention he was. "What're you up to you mad sod?" I giggled,"What you said about wearing cut offs, or fuck all, did you mean it?" Yes" I laughed as I started to see the light, "Oh God yes"There was a partially built bonfire behind him where we intended burning all the junk from the cottage, he threw the pile of clothes on the top and dashed off to fetch some lighter fuel from the kitchen."Are you sure?" Positive" Absolutely?"Absolutely"It was madness, an insane act, but I took the lighter from him and giggled. I wondered if the boy Eagles had fun with the girl Eagles, what with the feathers and all. There was something less than normal about such a thought, so I immediately pushed it out of my mind.Anyway, getting back to the casket investment scheme, the hotel was only a short distance from my retirement community that was filled with thousands of senior citizen retirees living the good live on golf courses and soaking up the ambiance in the Country Clubs with well-stocked bars. I tended to not.