He said that as such Vikram , her only son should start performing rituals immediately after receiving news of mother’s death but actual rituals can...start only after receiving of body. ‘I was not interested in any type of sexual fun that night still I spent some time with Babuji. He said that though he never liked or respected wife he never wanted her to leave home. He said that he never thought about her death. He looked very sad. I consoled him by pulling his head on me. But he did not touch. G. I never mentioned anything to him about seeing him that day when my friends and I drove out. I think I did actually start to imagine myself with him about then. I tried to ignore the fact that he was married and probably a good husband. But, he was a man in every sense of the word too. I tried to look past his loose fitting clothes and remember that five second glimpse I had gotten while he was on that mower. All this was floating around in my head when we met for the first time. I sent the money and went to my car and ate the whole package of Exlax. I was about 10 minutes from home when the cramping started and the phone rung. It was her again, without even a hello she said, ?Bitch! I want you to stop and mail me that key of yours before you get home. My address is ___________ ________, ______ ______. Better remember and get it right cause otherwise you may never get out of that thing.? I turned around and headed to the local mail box rental place, repeating the. I did manage to get over to him at one point and hug him. He didn't seem to know who I was - he was so grief-struck. I knew how close he had been to his father.Then just two months ago, my mother told me that Robert was a father. At first I didn't take the news well. I was depressed and jealous, but I knew deep down that I could never, ever be the mother of his children. No, having the baby confirmed to me that the marriage was probably working and he was happy.I went home that night feeling a.