I listened. I listened for God’s voice. I begged him to hear me and give me guidance. All I could hear were my own thoughts. The only future I could...see was the one I’d already lived. The look of horror on my boyfriend’s face when I told him I was pregnant. His futile attempt to deny that it was possible. The look of disgust on my father’s face the last time he spoke to me. No, not the day he died—the day I told him I was pregnant. The minister’s lecture during my wedding on the evils of sex. She’s your responsibility son. I trust you to do right.” Sam gave his son a very tired smile, “Give her our love. Keep your cell phone close in case I need you, okay?”“I will. Good night dad.” Peter smiled back at his dad as he closed his door to his bedroom. Peter then went about gathering some pillows and two sleeping bags and another blanket and towels and made his way back down to the unit above Dr. Rollins’ office.Morning of May 21, 2018Peter made his way down to 45th St and caught the bus. Halloween was their once a year splurge. Besides, it didn’t cost them very much to make their costumes. It cost them more in what toys and candy they passed out to the neighborhood children. With the creation of their next costume in mind all year long, by saving this, using that, and buying whatever else they needed from the second hand clothing store downtown, they had as much fun shopping for what they needed to complete their costumes, as they did surprising one another in what they chose. He pulled me to him, his cock stiffening between my thighs and whispered. 'David, I've been watching you as you fuck every body that comes by. Now it's my time, we can fight, and I still will fuck you. Only you want enjoy it as well as i will'. I stopped struggling and listened, he continued 'place your hands up on the wall and bend this sweet ass over'. I slowly raised my hands to the eleven and two o'clock position, he slid his cock head up my butt crack through the soap and quickly found my.