I pull myself up in my bed. I look to my left and there it is, my wheelchair. My prison.My life.It sits there mocking me, knowing that I will never es...ape its hold on me. I hate this chair with all my being. I can feel my soul growing darker with each day’s passing.My mind rages on. Why did life have to be so cruel? Why can’t I find the happiness that others seem to have? Why do I have to be stuck in this permanent hell? “Why does God hate me?” I say out loud.As I struggle to move my legs from. “I couldn’t believe my eyes when you walked in like that,” I said softly.“Like what?” Amy replied, “You mean in my bra and thong?”“Yes, I was like, oh my.”“Did I make you angry then?”“Not at all! I thought that it was so fucking sexy and it made me hard.”“It did? Because I was undressed in front of Gary?”“Yes, it was so fucking hot!”“You liked him seeing me like that?”“Fuck, yes!”Amy smiled, “It’s not like he hasn’t seen me like that before, and I did try calling you to bring my dress to. Blackness shone from the oblong hole it revealed. Elaine looked and waited for her first look at her new lover, the one she had been waiting for, for the past three years, the one she had undergone so much testing to meet, the one who with luck, would produce the first, and who knew, it might be the first of many.Nothing happened for a few seconds. Time seemed to stretch and slow and her surrounding took on a surreal appearance. It was like a trip she had experienced when she was at University.. Thats better Ty! He smirked, and I gave him a big hug. I knew I still didnt dodge the bullet on what he saw though, so it was explaining time. What you saw is something older boys do sometimes Ty. Do you ever rub your boner if it gets hard? He looked at me a little confused. Well, you will soon enough. It feels good, and it is just something older kids do. He said, It gets hard when I was it something or it rubs on my cloths. Without really thinking about it, I said, Here, let me show you what.