Mera to turant excitement me khada ho gaya, man kar raha tha abhi ke abhi ise pyar karu par nahi kar saka. Kuch samay bad uski nind khuli aur mujhe de...h kar rone lagi. Me uske najdik jake uske kandhe par hath rakhkar use ehsas dilaya ki who safe jagah par hai. Mere puchne par usne bataya ki uske sath kya hua tha uski love marriage thi, uska husband road accidenet me gujar chuka tha 5 din ho gaye the, uske khudke gahrwalon ne usse nata tod diya tha. Devar nalayak tha bhai ke death ko 5 din bhi. ’ I remembered how I’d cried, for days, wondering if I had done something to anger him, something to make him want to leave. Dad was too consumed with his own grief to wonder much about mine, I’d tried to hide it as much as possible. After he’d gotten over the initial shock, he spent the next few weeks trying to find another assistant, but he was never satisfied with any of the qualified candidates. I poured myself into my music, practicing late into the night, until my fingers would begin to. "Nooo," I said. That wasn't what the fantasy. This twist got me totally flustered."Oh, come here, baby. I have to go to class soon." She pulled me to her and whispered in my ear, "Honest, Andy. If you make love to a guy, I'll make love to a girl. You think about it. But now I want your cock." Well, that wasn't what I had in mind, but now she had me thinking about more immediate needs. A couple weeks went by. I still mentioned the mff and she would just bring up the deal. "What's good for the. ”“Yes and no. Marriage before God and in a church or by a minister is God’s; but marriage before Caesar is Caesar’s, not God’s. The Christian Church went almost a millennium without any marriage ceremony or service at all. Then the Church leaders found they had more power if they approved, held, and recorded the marriages, because that gave them power over the inheritances of the rich and powerful. That took hundreds of years to spread to the poor. The details of the changes and why are all.