He led me over to the last cell unlocked the door and pushed me in. The smell from the men hit me the minute I entered the cell; they were the unwashe... of the city. The men smiled at me as the chief said something to them in Spanish. I quickly moved to the corner of the cell and curled into a ball. I cowered there as the men closed in around me, leering with evil grins on their dark faces. The chief said something more and the men all backed away from me. He called me over to the door, "You. Suddenly my insides are cold, not with fear, sort of an unknown expectation. You hold Your hand out to me and I take it... ''I thought we might just talk tonight, but perhaps My pet is wanting more?'' Looking at You I nod, but You tell me, ''Use your words''. Words. Words I've wanted to say to You for months now....''yes Sir''. You hold my face and bend Yours to mine and kiss me. Slowly, passionately and long. Your tongue tastes sweet from the wine, and probes my mouth as if seeking out all. )Me: Ada po, akka. (Okay sister)Renu started laughing. Sadhana came out getting ready, and we went to the office. This became routine for a few days. Some days I used to stay in her flat, and we enjoyed ourselves to the core. Some weekends too we enjoyed ourselves in her flat. And most of the time, we were nude even when Renu was there.One Sunday afternoon around 2, I went to her flat, and it was not locked. So I got in and saw both of them on the sofa watching a movie. I went straight and. When I risked a glance at her, I felt I needed to etch every detail in my memory to be able to recall this moment.And I felt so stupid, living in such a dream world. I needed to do something, not pine over Lena and live in memories of what to her was merely time spent on a project. I tried to think of something to say, something light and casual, then felt horror at the idea that I was contemplating making a move on my own teacher!"I like your apartment," I said.She looked at me and smiled..