"I, I don't believe you. Oh god, please don't hurt my family. You've already raped Beth. She is like a daughter to me, I helped raise her. The things ...ou did to her are sick, pure evil. You may have destroyed her. She is lost to herself. It has been 3 weeks and she still wakes up screaming. I can't comfort her... god can't comfort her. She was a nun, a holy bride to Christ and you have fouled her spirit. Please I'll try to forgive you, try to help you... only stay away from my family." I did. The three of us stood around while I moved the computer equipment from Dee's sports car to the trunk of Zandy's family style sedan.I was surprised that Zandy said hardly a word as we drove to the campground. She did ask me what Dee and I were up to. I gave her the sanitized version of our little investigation. I also explained that I was going to be writing a novel about it all."I think that must be what appeals to Deloris about you. It certainly had nothing to do with sex. I think she sees you. .Im Bi...well....I think Iam ….I guess”“ you guess? Whats that mean?”“Well, Ive only had one boyfriend....experimented a little....but I still like girls”I smiled “ Well, if I may ask, if Nicks ,NOT your type, what do you find attractive in a guy?”“ I like piercings...” he said shyly then continued with a sheepish smile “ and spiked hair......”I stopped fiddling with the paperwork on the desk that I was pretending to be sorting, smiled at him then took a chance,“ I like...you....alot...”I. ........I awoke early on Friday morning with just the slightest touch of aheadache. While I put on the coffee and took two Tylenol, I began tothink of last night, the videos and my dreams. It had been such a longtime since that had been a part of my life. If my wife knew that all ofthat "stuff" was still in the attic she would be gone in an instant."Would that really be such a bad thing," I thought to myself? We havebeen so distant for so long and our marriage is more convenient thatanything..