. Cindy..." Yeah?" I like to push myself to be gregarious, but I tend to be kind of quiet around people. Being bounced around in lots of foster homes,...it taught me not to get too close to people. I used to have trouble trusting anyone. With you though, I can't imagine myself ever not trusting you. Really. I can't explain it..."Cindy nodded and then smiled. "I sort of feel the same way. I'm usually shy with people too, especially men my age. But with you, all I want to do is return the trust.. We got closer and Dr.Herzog put her hand on my elbow, like a sign of confidence. "I'm goingto say some things to you now that you and I both know, but he shouldhear these before we proceed. This is the first time he's had anyawareness while he was under since we began," she said.I nodded and she continued, "Ever since you were a little boy, you'vebeen a little girl. You've had urges to dress up in pretty things, toplease women, and to please men. You've been unhappy for years becauseyou've been. Her customers had no idea about her true identity. She would never meet them in public, no dinner dates, no joint travels or fly-me-to-you deals. All arrangements were made online for incall services. She screened her customers meticulously and was meeting them in her hotel room with little lights permitted, making sure not to be recognized. She had repeat clients, but she loved the thrill of meeting new men. She charged top rates because she drew special pleasure from making men pay to. It was an old place to begin with; built around 1910. When she got home from school, she could hear water running somewhere and began dashing around trying to find it. When she flipped the basement light on and headed down the stairs she saw at least a foot of water flooding the basement floor. She was smart enough to call the city shops rather that a plumber, knowing the water would have to be shut off at the meter and getting a plumber right away might be next to impossible.It was impressive.