I wanted more, I was worth more. I had a boyfriend at the time, Zak. He was perfect what a girl dreamed of, but he wasnt Lewis. I love him of course ... do. Who couldnt? He had long light brown hair and brown eyes, he was shorter than me, broad and muscular. Zak had been 23 when we met while I was eighteen. He looked pretty much the same as he did back then, in a way we all do, just in different clothes. Lewis was only a little older than me, by a few mouths. He had brown eyes and dark brown. She had a very meaningful smile on her face. I could not help stammer to hear this and hardly said, “What”?Now she chuckled loud saying, “Oh Bert; I am not a c***d”.“Did you know all the times”, now I was feeling the heat of my face blushing. “I am sorry”. I began explaining feeling extremely guilty. “I was just a young teen ager then and it was almost not planned but a natural action”. She grinned, “But, you better tell me what were you thinking and doing as you sat back there for all those. My room was situated so that Isaw the sun early, and by noon it had moved on, but I was on thebuilding's top floor and that meant that the sun would beat down on theroof for the better part of the day, magnifying the heat. My one windowwas open, thankfully, but with the door locked there would be nobreeze. I had a little fan to oscillate the air, but it was switchedoff and out of reach on the floor.After an hour I was sweating like a pig- a bound pig ready for theslaughter I might add.. Predestined to have some kind of long-lasting effect on one another. One thing’s for sure though, the Cavanaugh sisters (Joanie and Katie’s maiden names) had a far greater effect on The Wreckers than they could have ever imagined.”“You make it sound like you and your sister brought religion to the Junkyard.”“Religion had nothing to do with it. I still can’t believe that we were a part of it. But you’re right; it was like them getting religion.”It was a much longer story than I had anticipated.