This was a horrible moment for me. What should've been something memorable, will be one I hope to forget one day.While continuing to picture my wife w...th Alan from last night did help again, I really wanted this to be over. I was getting no pleasure from this whatsoever. And I felt it wasn't fair to Alexis that I wasn't in the right state of mind for this.I may have been struggling but Alexis looked like she was having a great time. Is she faking it? Is she feeling any kind of pleasure from me?. . There were about ten guys there mostly in their late forties to late fifties. Nothing unusual, but in decent shape and friendly.I saw many cocks, mostly bigger with cut and uncut. I was nervous but as the evening went one I noticed the party began at 7 pm sharp. There was wine and beer for drinks and most guys stripped entirely upon arrival. Myself and another guy were in briefs and panties. The rules were no hole play, and everyone was pretty compliant. Every guy started stroking and I saw. They spent a few minutes making crude jokes and remarks at their patient's expense - this was somewhat of a tradition in emergency medicine - and then Sydney announced that she had to go to the bathroom before they left."Can't forget the Golden Rule of EMS," she said as she headed inside. "Never pass a bathroom without peeing in it." That's right," Jim agreed. "You never know when you might end up on a SWAT team stand-by or something."While he was waiting for her to come back, another ambulance. I was flattered. The club was something different than school, where I was popular just because, well ... because I was popular. Here, all sorts of people from different local schools hung around. It was a whole different scene, and I definitely wanted in.Troy retrieved me, and we had a couple of drinks at the bar.Everyone kept a part of their attention on the upstairs rooms. The action there set the whole social tone for the club. When I was on that side of the room, and I listened carefully,.