I was still hormonally,psychologically, mentally challenged. Something like that probablybecomes a big part of who you are. If you're very sexual, t...at meansone thing for a man and another for a woman. In lots of ways ofcourse. But some people are discrete. Some people flaunt that. Andthere are a million gradiations in between. I didn't even know whatI wanted.I have this body that thrills me. That doesn't even capture theessence of what I mean. I'll decide to go for a walk, let's say,. I like to be part of the family if you like.” Eric felt the pain in the pit of his stomach but at the same time he was very sexually aroused at the thought of him fucking Karen on a regular basis. “How... how many times would you expect to be seeing Karen?” Leon laughed. “Eric, think back to when you first starting fucking Karen, did you place a timetable on it?” Eric was silent. “No, you fucked her whenever you had the chance to get her knickers off didn’t you Eric? It will be the same. It was sopretty, I couldn't wait to put it on.It was lavender and came to just above the knee. It was the kind of dressI had seen girls wear to homecoming or school dances.As she stood there holding it she said, "This is a girl's party dress, itcould be for homecoming too, it has a sweetheart neckline and cap sleeveswith lavender lace appliques on the bodice and back, this white beltaround the waist is part of the dress, I just love this cute bow in thefront where the belt comes together and. "Fancy a barbeque mum?"That was a very silly question but her reaction still made me smile.She jumped up and clapped her hands like a kid,"Yes, oh great, come on Jill, let's go to the shop and get some lager while Tommy starts the Barbie"I was still swearing at the bloody thing when they got back with a dozen cans of lager and yet more vodka, giggling and whispering to each other as I prayed to the god of home made barbeques!"You know that denim skirt of mine that you like me wearing?"Mum was.