" You kissed? That's it? All this post-adolescent bullshit is over a kiss?"I pushed myself back up the bed so I could sit up a bit and look at Natal...e. "Well, it's a bit more than that."She crossed her arms and waited expectantly."I'm afraid," I said. "That's all it boils down to. There's this solid core of fear inside and I've let it paralyse me. The longer I leave doing anything, talking to Tina or facing up to what's happening, the harder it seems to get. I just want to lie here and. She closed her eyes and listened: thesound of cicadas, the beating of her heart. Nothing.One day, when she couldn’t fall asleep again, shetiptoed naked past her father’s room and out into thegarden. She lay down and closed her eyes. The sharptwigs and blades of grass scratched her skin; thecool night air, and her fear, made her nipples acheand she pinched and pulled at them and strokedherself between her legs breathing quickly, panting,but she couldn’t let herself come, she. I laid on my side next to her, holding my head up with one hand, my other hand running down her neck and to the opening of her robe. With My hand running down, under her robe until I reached the knot in the robe. I untied the robe and began to open it. I watched her eyes, close and heard her exhale slowly as my fingertip touched one of her long nipples once the robe was open. I then looked down and saw she only had on a pair of red lace panties. Her body looked so sexy laying there as I touched. She told me the following week when we chatted on the phone that she couldn't stop thinking about it for three or four days!Then last friday my phone beeped with a text message - it was from Helen and read as follows:- I HAD A BIG BLACK COCK LAST NIGHT MMMMMM.I phoned her as soon as I could, I was intrigued, and turned by this text. She answered immediately, and I demanded she tell me at once all about it.She had come across this guy via the swinging website we both use, and he had given her.