That's when I saw the cookbook Tina had made for me and it all fell into place. I could make Tina something. Something like what she'd done for me, th...t reflected all of our good memories together. Something like a scrapbook. Or a photo album.A photo album.I added an album to my grocery list. I wasn't sure Safeway would have one, but I could always get one from Staples if they didn't. I started thinking of the pictures to include as I finished the list and headed out to the store.After dinner,. ’ Ohmygod! He was right. I was going to get fucked again. Damn! I almost wondered if I would survive it. ‘Wait,’ I said. ‘I want to be on top this time.’ ‘Trying to get some control back?’ he asked teasingly. Maybe he was right but that wasn’t what I was thinking about. I had been staring at his back on the monitor and I wanted a chance to watch his chest and six-pack abs. ‘Unwrap your arms and legs from around me,’ he said quietly. I did as he asked and he lifted me up and flipped us over. I move my finger in and out, swirling my tongue around. He puts his chopsticks down and gets up from the table.He picks me up in his arms and carries me to the bedroom. He throws me on the bed, and I turn and start to unbuckle his belt. Then I unsnap his pants, unzip him, pulling his pants down. He is unbuttoning his shirt and discards it on the floor. When he's naked, he turns me over and I get on my hands and knees, shaking my upturned ass at him. He gets behind me, still standing, and. " She hurried out.That night, Liz learned fully of my past. I had never explained about the rape of Mary. Also how my friend Max had come to me and led me to believe that Mary was a total victim when I had first named her as slut. Then later I realized I had been manipulated by him, and the child she was carrying actually belonged to him. That was when I reinstated the divorce proceedings and moved away. Bob, who I had tried to destroy tonight, was the major player in the rape that had.