Why are you afraid to talk about the fact that you look at girls sexually?" I don't just look at them sexually!" See. You can't admit it." Whatever." ...id you ever do anything about it?" Yes, I did actually, Ms. I-Cant-Wait-To-Be-Done-By-Soccer-Hottie." Hey, I've never done anything. I'm all talk. You're the one who... did you?" I asked her out." Oh, ummm, only once? Did she say yes, and did you get anywhere?" More than once, yes, and yes." Yummy! I want details." Maybe those are private." Not. Down again. Longer strokes. Just a little faster. In a while she was panting and felt it more good than bad. It was exciting."How do you like it?" Tim asked."It is very good and very much fun" said Lisa. She was smiling by now."Well Lisa, now you are ready for your first real fuck", said her mother. "Now I want you to switch positions. I want your father to fuck you properly. Come off him." Lisa did as she was told. Her mother handed her a towel. "Now you should wipe your pussy. Then put a lot. "On your bed," she replied. "Marcia." Fuck!" Kameron smiled widely at me. "Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" I like your methods," Elaine said.We were sitting in the cafeteria. I ate a quick lunch, but the ladies took their sweet time. I looked down the table; they still placed Ana on the opposite end to prevent work-talk. Elaine sat to my left while Marcia sat to my right."How are they doing?" I asked Elaine.She smiled and scanned the women with her eyes. "They're fine." Really?" I sighed. "You can read. Thinking about the last time I had used this particular belt. Thinking about the teasing I had endured from him for years because ofhow I had used this belt that first time. I haven't seen this belt in forever; it's easily been atleast three moves ago, when I moved from Illinois to Texas. At that time I was newlymarried, and I put the belt away - out of sight, out of mind - theoreticallyout of respect for my new husband. The reality was that it was a physicalreminder of a part of my psyche I.