From the very first feelings I had about my sexuality I realised I had a strange fetish toward older men, the fatter, the hairier the sweatier the bet...er, well within reason but I understood this fetish very well so much so that I avoided almost all contact with people my own age or younger than me in any sexual manner it was something that didn't turn me on at all and was definitely out of my comfort zone unless I was extremely desperate, so this particular day was a Saturday morning and I was. But one difference was, I hadn't been traveling with him, for most of last year. Except for a few weeks near the season's end, Dave had been on his own. It was only this season, in Frederick, where Dave was trying to nurse all these baby pitchers along each day, and then taking care of his baby brother each night, home and on the road.That date Dave had, last Sunday night, with Emily Anne? That had been the first time he'd been out with a girl since -- well, since before the season started! I. "What's going on Chuck was Kathy here?" he asked."Don't get excited there Mike! I got to talking with Kathy here and told her a bit about your plans, and she thought maybe she could help since she was in most of the classes with Michelle and could let you know her reaction and the things that she'd say to the other girls. She can be in places you and I cannot." Chuck explained.Mike was starting to get a little pissed off at Chuck for blabbing his business around, but he had a point that he was. And I hated God, enough totry and hurt him by saying he didnt exist." He sighed. "And all I did washurt myself, and everyone around me. Can you forgive me?" Already did. "He spread his arms, and I took the invite and gave him a gentle hug."So ... you became a girl, huh?" Yeah. Go by Debera now." Suits you. You look good."That got him another hug.We talked for a bit, and then his nurse came in and said, "Its time Mr.Carter had a rest now."I said, I'll come back if I can."He gave me a sad smile.