”“Ok. What do I do?”“Well what do the instructions say?”“It says to take the stick out of the foil pack.” I did that as Erin watched.“...hen take off the cover to expose the absorbent end. Use the test right away after 10 minutes it will not be accurate.” I left the cover on.“Then it says that you should hold onto the handle and hold the absorbent tip in the urine stream for 5 seconds. It says that the tip should always be held tip down and never tip up.”“It says that one of three things will. I had intended to. humiliate him, punish him for my girlfriend walking out and many of my friends turning away after my antics in the church. I'd never been a shrinking violet so the entire this was considered to be engineered and pursed by me with Reverend Spineless clearly the victim which probably isn't so far from the truth in fact. I really just felt like some real hot, easy going, good sex at that moment. as I no longer had my woman who had been sexually all i needed, anything else i. At other times I would be on the verge of tears. Any small thing, like a sad commercial, could set me off. Although, I had never let him see my complete teary breakdowns.I had so many conflicting emotions running through me lately, and it was all because of what happened on my last business trip. Let me explain.I think about it constantly, the trip where I met Darrell, the handsome younger black man that gave me my first interracial sexual experience. It had been an unfulfilled desire in my. I told her to relax again in a playful tone.He worked his face up to her ass and was admiring it. It looked like he was nose fucking her taking in her essence. "Lean over" he says, wanting to get her in a better position to remove her panties. "Honey, what do you think?" she asks very nervously with her voice cracking. "Its fine" I reply.I think this is where I went wrong. She wanted to be saved and I didn't. I even helped this old man by taking her hand and heading to a nearby couch. She.