And I had you near me until I did another stupid thing, and now you've stopped loving me...and I'm so cold Jason..." She cried in earnest and he tried...to stem the flow with stroking words and hands.He said, "No mom you'll always have me, I'll always love you, I was just...being stupid too. I shouldn't have expected you to feel as I feel, or want what I want, especially something crazy like this. I guess I've wanted you in that way for so long it seems normal. I just felt like you rejected me. We hugged and kissed easily and walked to the entrance holding hands. The cuisine was Asian fusion, pricy but good. Chastity had clams in a chili broth and I had sea bass. The fish was cooked perfectly, flaky and delicious. We killed a bottle of Pinot blanc that was dry and full-bodied, and cost more than my shirt. I walked her to her car and kissed her again. It was a nice friendly kiss that I couldn’t read into. She had a condo in the suburbs just west of the city. I thought about her all. Emery had been working on his also. He asked for another and Uncle Thunder gave in.Thunder informed him, “You’ll have to share a room with Connor tonight. I’ve got a bunch of crap in the guestroom.”“No problem, Unc!”“Good! I’m going to bed myself. See you later.”“Good night!”As Thunder walked past his son’s bedroom, he yelled for him to get in bed soon.At 2:18 a.m., Thunder woke up. He went out to the liquor cabinet and got another glass of cognac. He downed it quickly. He walked down the. Sometimes, things act as an inspirationfor some crazy self bondage game and the Easter themed sale offer -that Sylvia had put up in the shop window downstairs - was somethingthat had triggered an idea in my head. I loved the idea of combining myobsession for tights with self-bondage - even better, being in alocation where there was some risk, all adding to the excitement andsuspense.At 5.30, my boss Sylvia shouted goodbye up the stairs on her way outand I heard the door close. She was a short,.