You are the only one who can decide on how bad you want me. I'm yours if you can do what it takes" and she got out of the truck and walked away.Lying ...n my bed staring up at the ceiling I went over what Gail had said. I did want her, but bad enough to do what she said I'd have to do? I thought about the periods when I'd dated her and she had seen 'to her needs' both times and she was right in that it had never hurt us, but that was only because I hadn't known. Would it have hurt us if I had. Just as I got almost to my first classroom I saw something that made my heart jump for a moment and then sink into my stomach. I saw Scott walking down the hallway towards me but about half way there he stopped and turned to Sara at her locker and leaned in and kissed her. I stood there staring stunned frozen on my feet watching my . . . my ex. . . my ex-boyfriend kiss his previous ex-girlfriend. It hurt like a knife cutting into my stomach and then I just wanted to melt into the ground. I. “I’m glad they only have two or three concerts each year,” Phil muttered as he loosened his tie. Hailey rolled her eyes and shook her head but he caught Bob, Terrence and Scott nodding at his comment.“It was interesting,” Katelyn asserted. “That was a new arrangement for Schubert’s Fourth Symphony.”“Or they screwed it up,” Phil posed. This earned a solid slap on his arm from Hailey.“You know what would be cool?” Bob opined with a laugh. “I’d like to see one of the violins hop up and play it. We started talking about the long ride, heat in the desert and then politics. He was for Biden and hoped the scene in San Francisco was going to be calmer with Biden. I agreed and said, we must make our society safe for people like us, and James looked hard into my eyes and agreed. We both warmed up to our feminine sides fast. Then I said, "how long have you been dressing?" He said, "since I was a little boy, and now I am going fem wherever I go, I said I am also stepping out but not to his.