" Yes, Mom," Charlene said.I watched the four girls go looking for the food. Then I walked through the maze of pallets and found the tractor at the ed...e of the stacks next to the five trucks. I was surprised, because each truck had a fourteen-foot flatbed trailer with it. Each trailer had three sets of 8x8s on them to set a cargo on. I didn't see the two stock trailers but I was sure they were around somewhere. What surprised me was the limestone road that went from the drop off point to the. "Do you really want to lose this?"I've countered by having morning sex with the pool boy. He's a young Cuban boy (barely 18) that at least pretends to enjoy licking me each morning. I proceed to the pool after sending the k**s to our nanny. Many times I don't bother with a suit, I don't care if the staff sees me. Ramone then greets me with a robe when I'm finished and we proceed to the pool house. Most mornings I lay on the bed and he licks my pussy. I love this since my husband doesn't seem to. After a long passionate kiss, I asked her, “Why did you come to bed? I thought I’d wake up and find you in bed with him.”“Well, when I saw that you were in bed asleep, I thought you were mad at me for going overboard or something. I wasn’t going to wake you, so I told Dave that without you being there, we would have to stop. He seemed to understand, so we talked for a while, and then I showed him to the guest room and he just fell asleep. I went and slipped into bed with you. I was going to. Even after all this time, I'm still deathly afraid to pursue something Iclearly want to have. Why the hell do I STILL feel this way? Maybe mybrother and all my friends are right, maybe I DO need to throw cautionto the wind, just relax, and let whatever happens, happen. Well, I'mstill not going to drink. I need to be in control of whatever situationdoes come up tonight, so I don't do anything I'll regret later.Ugh, I'm thinking too much again."Uh, sis, you can get out of the car whenever you.