But I was having a difficult time accepting that fact. I needed her to tell me why. I just wanted it explained to me. Why had she kept me away from Ed...ie? Should I be angry with her for this? I mean, I felt anger towards her because she sent me here in the first place to be with Eddie. Did it even make sense for me to be angry with her for keeping me away from him?I felt so confused. And I hated being confused. Being confused over this felt so hopeless because I had no answers. And at the. My Body Is Not For You. " I Told Her " Aunt I Love You, I Love You Not Only Physically I Am In Love You As A Person. She Suddenly Looked Up And Said" Kashif Do You Love Me ? I Thought You Only Want My Body. I Feel It Is Not Correct. I Don't Want To Spoil You At This Young Age. I Laughed And I Said " Aunt Everyday I Think Of You And I Masturbate I Have Been Doing This For Last 14 Years. I Love You Zahida, My Aunty. Kashif I Don't Know Why I Am So Lucky, I Find You Attractive And I Also Feel. After we land, it doesn't take long before we’re standing at the reception desk to check-in. "Welcome to Paradise Mr. and Mrs. Jacobs. Here are your keys. Michael will take you to your room.”The receptionist has a twinkle in her eye as if she knows something we don't.“Enjoy your honeymoon!"I’m guessing she’s thinking we probably won’t leave the room for two weeks because we’ll be fucking every minute of the day during our honeymoon.Michael is driving us, by golf buggy, to our room. It turns out. I took a step back. I had to. I couldn’t keep myhands off her.She watched me as I began to unbutton and take off myshirt.“You know,” she said, “Having a thin piece of cloth inbetween my butt cheeks is not very comfortable. This isdefinitely for a guys enjoyment because it’suncomfortable for me.”“Definitely,” I said as I undid my pants while I kickedoff my shoes.“Definitely.”My pants fell down and Hannah’s eyes went to the bulgein.