Where it had to head. Lisa and Ted were leaving me, and Gretchen would soon tire of me. As the desire for a child grew stronger, she would leave me, t...o. Leave me in search of a man that could give her what I could not.Over the next half hour, I drank half the bottle and was filled with a warm glow. It wasn't real, I knew. But for now it would keep the pain at bay. Lord knows I should know that for a fact. I held up the bottle, feeling a little disconnected from my own body. This was. The ornaments and little knubs will make my time rather uncomfortable, I realize, even more than I had planned. But there's no way back now. I fasten a broader strap around my stomach that pulles me back and downwards and pull it tight, almost painfully so. I shiver again. This time not only from the cold.My hands pick up the seesaw, the most ingenious part of the setup, and I can't help but grin proudly. I invented this myself, for you. I'm curious what descriptions you will have for it, and I. The neighbours most definitely heard her enjoying herself- she seemed absolutely overwhelmed by the size and girth of his cock. She has warned us before that she doesn’t cum from sex and J and I welcomed the challenge. J pulled her into towards him whilst she was still on top and he started thrusting to fuck her from underneath. I had a front row seat from the end of the bed as her pussy juices ran down his cock and balls.As she got louder and louder, J put her on her side with her legs wrapped. They we drinking and chatting.I was really bored so i went to the living room. They were getting high now. I joined them. I was wearing white shorts and a mauve tee which showed off some of my cleavage. I sat down next to james. I felt him staring at my body and when i looked at him,he looked away. I pretended not to notice. My dad was just too drunk. Slowly, I sat closer to james. I somehow wanted him. I always had this fantasy of black men fucking my brains out. In a while, dad passed out. It.