In there village bathroom was made like If one try to look inside her can see from the roof. Once I tried looking to her from the roof but I didn’t ...ucced because her husband came up for some work. He asked me what am I doing up. I was caught but I made an escape I told my ball had fallen so I came to pick it up. In home I have a good repo so I was escape. That is ok but in my mind now only she was there.After some days we came back to our place. And one day my cousin has to go out of station. I spent a lot of the time at the downtown house, keeping up with the world news and whatever else I could find to entertain myself. I did get the date of the Emmy awards banquet. It had been sets months before, but no one bothered to tell me until the official invitation came in the snail mail.I got just 25 days to prepare myself for the awards. I had expected that I would remain dead calm, but the computer's cold logic part of me didn't work all that well. However the bubbly little girl inside. Did Iprefer men or women doing the flogging and torturing ; I said men!!! His abrupt commentwas “Good” because women would not feature much in any future sessions involving him ;mainly sessions would either have me taken or to make my own way to a Dominants place ;there I may been shown off by the Master as he himself flogged me or permitted otherDominants to do so ; perhaps being whipped from both front and backsimultaneously/alternately . Always providing I wished to continue under his. Maa er naak theke gorom niswas amar chokhe mukhe porchilo…darun ekta gondho royeche tate….amar nunu to tokkhone sokto hoye dariye giyeche…mukh theke precum beriye pant vije giyeche…ami maa ke tene bichanay suiye dilam…..maa dekhlam sorir taa ke sokto kore rekheche…..r 1 haat diye chokh dekhe rekheche lojjay….ami-“maa haat ta sorao na”maa-“amar lojja korche…tui jaa korar kor”ami jor kore maa er haat dutoke tule mathar pechone diye dilam…..erpor maa er chokhe mukhe khub kiss korlam choto.