I wonder if he will spend it with me or with her? I want it to be me...but no..wait...I want it to be with her. Oh Goddammit, I can't decide, I don't ...now what I want!"Ma'am, is something wrong"?Oh god, she saw me tearing up as my heart tore apart unsure what it wants, what I want. Deep down."No, I'm fine. Just something in my eye". I lied. She rang up the merchandise. The total. God. All my money, from my hands into Melanie's, for all intents and purposes. It felt so right. It felt so wrong.. Having said that, there were quite a few other pretty girls in summer clothes for me to look at as well!Malcom's eyes nearly popped out when he saw us; I reintroduced him to Sian and then explained that Julie was my girlfriend. He had met Sian when he got me the extra ticket for the Pink Floyd concert; Vee and Julie had both been out when we went back to the house for a cuppa."I thought if the girls were here to get the beers in for us, we wouldn't have to miss a ball. My Dad swears that every. Listen to this one. It was my thirty-fourth bed, I was Top, working with a veteran Bottom. Guy comes into the room, just another lonely businessman on the road, except that he seemed really nervous - figity. He calls his wife, talks to her, hangs-up and leaves the room. Comes back about a couple of hours later - he's not alone. Gotta pro with him.A pro what?A hooker; he's paying for sex. Something you'll find is not that uncommon. What is uncommon is what they start doing. She bosses him. ” She giggled again. “He liked to squeeze my boobs while he did it. My boobs are pretty big, and they would make him very excited. I miss someone squeezing them”“Well, you do have pretty awesome big boobs. I’m sure you’ve caught me staring more than a few times over the years.” I was starting to get a boner. It had been awhile since I’d had a “release.”She smiled and said, “I catch everyone doing that.” Then she came closer to me and said, “Why don’t you give it a try?”“What exactly would I be.