’ ‘No it’s not!’ she replied emphatically, ‘and I’m going to make it up to you.’ With that Ellie threw her arms around my neck a pulled ...e down to her face. She kissed me for the longest time. I was horribly self-conscious. I had never kissed a girl before. I felt sure I was making a fool of myself. Ellie broke the kiss, looked up to me and said, ‘You really kiss good.’ There was a gentle smile to her face and then she continued, ‘Your old girlfriends will be jealous when they see you with me.’. I understand the science. Once, I could eventell you what the chemical components of ejaculate are. I do notcomprehend the poetry of semen, though, or the metaphysics, if there isany longer such a branch of philosophy. (Logical positivism andscientism may have vanquished the study of first principles altogether;like the speaker in Eliot's "Wasteland," I am not sure.)Understand this, if nothing else: having both female breasts and malegenitalia is a hoot! It is! A hoot!Certainly, mere males and. He rummages in a draw and comes out with a large cable tie, grabbing my wrists he loops the cable tie over them pulling it tight, lifting it up and over a large hook on the wall that is holding a bicycle. I scream and back myself against the wall again this time bashing myself against the bike.“you will learn to be good and then I won’t restrain you” he says licking his lips again “now where was I ...oh yes”SLAP ! on the other breast I jump but am totally exposed and at his mercy it’s all I can. I was regretting of doing anal masturbation in a FUCKING MIDDLE OF NOWHERE!I started to fold my hands for mercy and to just leave me without any harm.SLAM!!!Again the skinny guy slapped my left cheek and says while raising his voice “WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE MOTHERFUCKER???” I didn’t say anything but only helplessly looked at the skinny guy. I knew clearly that they are not paying attention to me of what I am actually saying.Then the skinny guy grabbed my collar and said“You.