She can feel her heart pounding and her stomach in her mouth. "Oh god, I can't do this but, god, I need to" she says to herself. She can hear Kate ...oaning and the movement of the bed. Closing her eyes and counting to three she pushes the door slowly open. The way the bed lies means Kate and her boyfriend, Alan, won't see her - immediately. She has to bite her tongue to stop the moan escaping. Her 15 year old daughter is on her knees and elbows, her arse in the air and face turned sideways. We took off on time, heading southwest for Sacramento. The flight took forever. I spent much of it staring out the window to the darkness below while Mom and Dad held hands quietly next to me. Around us the lights were dimmed down and most of the other passengers were asleep in their seats. I was exhausted from the day I'd just spent and the droning of the engines was soothing white noise but I couldn't sleep. Not while my sister was maybe already dead somewhere, maybe sitting in the. Bs awaje aa rhi thi ahhh ghap ghap aaahh ghap ghap aaaaahhhhh ohhhh amm ahhh oyyeee ahhhh mar gyi bs aise hi 15-20 mint k baad mera fir nikal gya usne do baar pani chod diya..Fir wo uthi washroom gyi kapde dale kiu ab use jana tha ghr kafi time ho gya tha.. Usne jldi jldi kapde pehne .. Maine v kapde pehne..Fir humne coffee pee jo ki naukar bna k kitchen me rakh gya tha..Fir m use bike pe chorh aya bus stand..Jab m wapis aya to dekha uske gale me kuch dala tha jo wo wahi reh gya wo chali gyi. After that she won her gold medal and I won my championship. And somehow I got convinced. Then as usual after a long gap I went to drop in station and on the way she told she had fight with her bf because of me, as she was talking about me whole day in her dating.I felt sad and happy at the same time. But she told me a thing that shocked me. She had me in her dreams and left. That night we were chatting whole night and she told me in her dreams we both were bathing in swimming pool and she was.