And I'd retreat into my shell and fight back the only way Iknew how - by showing that man I didn't need him, that I could geteverything I needed from ...yself and my circle of friends. Maybe evenhaving my OWN honey on the side. But if I found out he was cheating onme with his old flame, it would be every bit as devastating as when myfather abandoned me.Needless to say, I bawled my eyes out that night. Forget Mark, forgetthe twins - how could I have done that to Pam? And forget anything. His fingers soon went back up to the clasp holding her upper bikini half on. Sue squeaked but did not object. When she stepped back it was not to run but to let the garment fall. He could see now that while her breasts were the same shade as her suit, the color of her nipples made a great dealof difference. And the way they pointed at him like tiny cones of dark wood. This was the first time that he had seen her naked mounds, and in another minute he also felt them against him for the first. What if another woman seduced her son? What would her reaction be? Would she be angry or would she understand? She pictured Laura and John in bed together. No, that was too silly. She giggled at the picture. Laura and John? Never! Laura was a prude. Or so it seemed. For the past few weeks she'd been acting like a giddy schoolgirl when Fred was around. But what about John with another woman her age? Would she be furious if she found out a mature woman was having an affair with her own teenage. You're way too muscular but I'mbetting you're small-boned." He made small gestures taking in my arms, myface. "You've got beautiful features. Your cheekbones are killer, andthose eyes! You're gorgeous, David--" Whoa. Easy there, buddy. Not interested."He sighed. "I'm not coming on to you. I told you I'm not gay. I'm noteven bi. I've got a girlfriend...." His smile grew and turned wicked."Actually, I've got quite a few. You'd be surprised how many girls findthis kind of thing sexy. I probably.