"I'm in over my head here. It's been ten years since I was on patrol. I've been relying on Coleman and Williams to handle all the major changes. That ...an't continue." Why not?" Bryant asked. "It's what I plan to do. Post and Andrews have put a pretty good system in place here. Stan and Adele both know the area. I'm positive you've added a great deal – given your advanced age and years of experience..." Bite me!" Jan said, smiling for the first time since she'd closed the door."You wish," Bryant. Part of it was watching and questioning, feeling scared. Inspite of her assurance that she didn’t want to kill me, I wasbeing held captive for her pleasure, and was being whirledinto sex. There was a panicky feeling, which I didn’tentirely understand. I enjoyed sex; and the Faery Queen,strange as she might be, was certainly desirable. But I wasused to feeling at least partly in control; and now thehelplessness of my position felt like vertigo, sending mespinning and tumbling into chaos.At the. She looked up at him and smiled, her face glistening from his ass sweat. Max put his cock back into her mouth, and let her suck on it."You know this means, I can’t kiss you now," he voiced as he watched Jilnar zealously bob her head up and down on his cock. She seemed to be enjoying his banter. Max pulled his cock from her mouth. "Get on this chair," he voiced pointing to the lounger. Jilnar hopped up onto her feet. "Pull your skirt up first," Max insisted. Jilnar obeyed and reached down and. Then it went on. "I feel so embarrassed. I was abroad for a few days and I am glad it kept me from writing to you sooner. I would have embarrassed myself (and you) even more than this letter will."I understand by now that what I saw in you was fundamentally wrong. It made me expect things that were never there. I thought you cared, but why would you? To you it was all just exotic fun. You are at the Club to surf the surface and escape the naggings of reality. You never planned on getting.