Theyall think they are going to be assaulted. If I seem to be a girl thenother girls will, I expect, be less defensive. Somehow I see it as apossible ...ay to get really friendly and possibly into bed with one ofthem.? He looked a bit defensive. ?What about you?? Brett shared muchthe same view and said as much, but went on ?Also, as a boy I feel thepressure to be macho, to be aggressive. But that?s not my style. As agirl I don?t have to be like that. And I like being fussed over, havingmy hair. It looked like our future corps of aviators would contain more women than men. I explained to Sheila that Kari and I would be on the list every day and that Kari would give her the other three names. I told Kari to put one person who hadn't flown on the list each day until each completed a familiarization flight.Everyone was told that others would probably be added to the list later. They were also told that with the number we had on the list it was unlikely that anyone would be flying more. We would give one more weekend, then have to say goodbye to our lovers. We decided that the last weekend would be June 13th. Michelle let me listen to her call to Mike where she told him she wouldn’t be able to see him until the 13th, when she would drive up. She asked him not to call until then. We didn’t want to deprive Jacqui of her square dance lessons, so we agreed that we’d all go together. I called Jacqui and asked her if she could get that weekend off so we could take another weekend. We kept quiet, she said sorry and I said no problems as I enjoyed that. She was surprised and asked me to leave. I said sorry but she made me leave…. the next day it was all normal and we were talking normally. She told me that her husband Amit is going for Bathing in Kumbh along with her. I asked what about you. ” I asked what about her, Is she also going “. She said ” for now yes, But don’t worry, you will not be disappointed. I was sad as she would go and I would get bored. The morning of.