"At that, Evie shook her head, a gesture which gave off a distinct air of disdain. "You think so," came her reply. "That's your main problem right the...e. How many times has that insecurity of yours caused you pain? This time, it went further than that. It caused pain to someone you love."Inez appeared stricken at that point; I couldn't let that pass without a comment. "That's harsh, Ev," I said softly but firmly.Evie didn't even cast a glance in my direction. She merely held up her hand to me. A little back-and-forth, a little suction, but nothing rushed, nothing heavy - just loving that moment. "You like that cock in your mouth, don't you?"I think the sound that came out of me was almost a whimper."You like them watching, don't you? It turns you on."Another whimper. I sure as hell wasn't going to stop sucking to say anything. I wasn't going to stop sucking that cock for anything.Or, at least, that's what I thought ... So there I was, with that glorious cock in my mouth. Now, I don't. We were on the telephone to each otherconstantly. We were sending each other internet messages. I'd send her apicture of a handsome guy, naked, and she'd send me one of a gorgeousgirl, naked.I had broken up with Lucious -- he preferred black, bald women evidently --but Vanessa was still dating Tara, who wanted to marry her. But Vanessakept putting her off.Still, she talked a lot about their sex. Evidently, Vanessa liked to pegTara -- either with her own penis or, when it wouldn't stand up, with. We had experimented in high school a little and developed a steady diet of sex at about once a week since college. Our sessions were simple and unfortunately resulted in me cumming alone. Suzy didn't seem to mind and convinced me that our lovemaking felt great to her. I suspected she simply did not know what she was missing. I tried to get Suzy to let me satisfy her orally but she dismissed the attempt as "nasty."A month after moving into our new house, Suzy asked if we could join a health.