Just don't being them here. Shit, have another gangbang. It's not like anything between us is going to change."She turned and walked back into the roo... that used to be our bedroom. I tried to sleep but I could hear her crying until I drifted off.JuneAs I lay there, crying in my bed, I ached. My body, my mind and my heart all ached, but I knew that I had only myself to blame.My heart had ached for over ten years now. Of all the women I knew, including the other married ones; I am the only one. She spasmed and gasped, contracting her groin muscles, massaging my eager ram."Slow, slow," she moaned, moving her hips up and back in time with my efforts, "Please, please, slowly." She humped steadily, breasts and belly bouncing. I sucked each jutting tit in turn until her nipples stuck out like finger tips, and she sighed loudly, eyes closed tightly.I lay back and let her set the pace. Her firm dugs hung in my face as she swived me faster and faster, mouth agape, eyes closed until she came,. Very sexy!”“Master, please, please let me down.” She begged.“Later. I’m hungry. I’ll be back in a few.” Turning to leave I hear her start sobbing uncontrollably. “MASTERRRRRR!!!!!”I walk out to the kitchen and grab a beer and some leftover chili and place it on the kitchen table. On the counter is a small Close Circuit TV. I turn it on and Joan come into view as she slowly sways back and forth. Desperation shows in her eyes as she thinks I left her.After about 15 minutes she is having a harder. I didn’t have to pay her lawyer, just mine, and the proceeds from the sale of my firm went mostly to him.We didn’t have kids, though she was pregnant when the judge ruled on my case and she backed down from her demand for child support when I insisted upon a paternity test first. I think that she knew that it would prove the baby that she sired while I was away on National Guard duty was not mine (interestingly, given her complaint about my being away so much, she waited until I was almost done.