It seemed like the first time, she mused, that shed woken before him. The Doctor always seemed to be awake, always watching. He refused to admit it, b...t Amy knew that sometimes he even watched her sleep. As she took another step to sit down on one of the two chairs in the control room, the TARDIS suddenly lurched forward. Amy was thrown against the console, knocking levers out of place and pressing some multicolored buttons. The time machine began making loud sounds that resembled a cat. He might get past that in a blink of an eye. His automated response to a woman might be 'Not in a million years.' Or it could be, 'She's so far out of my league. Give it up.' Or he might carry his fantasy for days or even years. 'There was this one girl in junior high. Wow! My first crush. Every time I saw her I had to hide my erection. I still think about her. If I'd been a little more mature we might have started dating and kissing and having ... Shit! I came in my pants.' [Laughter.] And. The wind has blown sand onto my clothing, I don’t bother putting them on. I pull them out of the sand and shake them off. Looking back at the ocean, I speak to Mother, ‘Scars connecting me and Emily.’ I laugh spitefully. It’s not funny at all and it really doesn’t have anything to do with scars. I did what I did and it’s over. I speak honestly to her, ‘Mother, this one’s gonna hurt.’ Mother whispers what she always whispers to me, ‘Let it be.’ I inhale deeply, hold a moment, and then exhale. "Natalie, can you take Ryan for a little while, I want to take a walk and have a talk with Dave?" Then we can all go down and look at the rapids."Fine," said Natalie, reluctantly, but not because she didn't want to look after Ryan. I was becoming increasingly convinced that she was jealous, of my getting so much of Cindy’s attention.Cindy took my hand and we started walking along the track into the bush. A little way in, the track split into two paths, one went down to the falls and a sign.