” He told me excitedly. He then lowered me back to my feet and sniffed. “Is that coffee? My god your an angel Cory.” He made a beeline for the k...tchen with me right behind him. I grabbed a cup from the cabinet and poured him a cup as he leaned against the island. He thanked me and took a sip, closing his eyes. “Damn that’s a good cup of coffee.” I rolled my eyes at his melodramatics and snuck a quick kiss in. I looked around to see if Shanon was out of her room first but her door was still. It may have been the greatest night of my life.But, I also remember rejoining the party later and eagerly telling a couple of friends about what happened, to which one of them responded:"Dude. You know she has a boyfriend, right?" Boyfriend?! Who?" Him."My friend pointed across the party, where I saw Kiana making out with what had to be the biggest guy I'd ever seen. The type of guy who could knock you out with one punch. Shit. My friends advised me to get the fuck out there and I did not. I took my breakfast dishes to the sink, rinsed them, and stacked them in the dishwasher. Then I headed upstairs to the master bedroom to start my long dreaded chore with all the memories it would invoke.Once in the closet, I turned to her side. I started by taking everything off the shelf above her clothes because I knew that I'd break down if I started with her clothing first. There were just too many memories there, I'd pick up an outfit and remember what she looked like wearing it, and I'd. " Guilty as charged." Before we go any further I must emphasise how dangerous and foolhardyit is to self medicate. I do not know how long you have been doing it,but you are very lucky. All the other tests show that, so far, you havenot damaged your liver or your heart or in fact any other organ.Whatever decisions we make today, you must promise to follow medicaladvice and guidance." I was desperate. I felt that I had no other option than to selfmedicate."The doctor then quized me as to what I.