Her desire to be a woman in front of a man overrode all other thoughts and she let herself experience the “other sex” in full bloom. It was the fi...st time Bhavna had felt an external object inside her and the experience was enthralling for her. Both of us got lost into each other and fell asleep in each other’s arms. Bhavna woke up after an hour with me lying over her and my organ still inside her. She felt uneasy being nude in the arms of her friend’s brother. She woke me up as well and asked. When I got there though, I met up with an old friend, by the name of Mary. The two of us had been lovers for a while, a couple of years ago. Well, not really lovers. Mary had a very attentive area between her legs, and that was the bit I loved. Crass I know, but there it is. Anyway, Mary and I had a few drinks, and then somehow I blurted out to her about how I had been unsuccessful in the act. I dragged out the whole sorry story about the failure of my old fellow. I didn't tell her about the. , Yes fuck me yea, Oh my god!.. oh my fucking god! What the hell is that boner made of!.. fuck me fuck me!”Then I fucked her in doggy style in her pussy! “Ohhhhhhhh .. yes.. do that thing. yes yes yes.. oh fuck yes yes… Don’t stop aha aha don’t aha stop. Fuck me as you do.”After that, I penetrated her holy ass, saying, “Fuck that, take that bitch.”“Oh yes, give it to me. Cum inside me yes yes yes. Ohhh, fuck me.” I came inside her ass and she also cummed. We fucked for 1 hour and in many. At first we thought Lil was just a little under the weather but it just kept getting worse. And worse.Ovarian cancer.Once the words were spoken, it was gasoline on a fire. She was gone in months. I started drinking.I could quit any time I wanted.I just didn’t want.The job. The house. The cars. The bank account. Three DWIs and I was warned by the Bar.So I said “Fuck it” bought a fifth hand boat and headed out to the islands. I’d grown up around boats in Florida, and worked on fishing boats.