I've always accepted that one day I will die. The thing is, I've always had this inescapable feeling in the back of my mind that I should do something...first. I'm not sure what it is. I think that's part of the problem.I knew my body would peak long before my mind. Having a relatively high sex drive for a woman, I've always felt I should be making full use of it before it's too late and I cease to look particularly attractive. Sure, I always hoped that one day I'd settle down with the right. . OMG.. um.. Mmm sir” she sighed as my fingers neared the top and I don’t think she minded because as I got closer to the top she widened her gels even further. Janie gasped as my fingers slipped inside the gusset of her shorts and I could immediately feel the wetness that Milly had produced earlier and as my fingers probed around her labia lips she let out a loud sigh, “Mmm sir, OMG that feels so.. Um.. nice sir.. Mmm” she sighed softly allowing me to pull the gusset of her shorts to one side. I got back into the tub and slid the curtain over just enough to see in, and then I grabbed my eye pack, put it on and lie back. I heard someone creeping up the stairs so I put my elbow on the tub and let my arm fall out into the room. I couldn’t see but I could hear someone slowly open the door. I waited a minute and could feel the presence of someone in the room. It was so hard not to laugh and then I heard the door close completely and the lock engaged. Whoever was in the bathroom had a plan. It was rote, but we enjoyed it nonetheless. Nothing on the television interested us until a documentary on children. Then Tammy began her nightly cry.Children. " That's what I never got a chance to give Michael," she said tearfully." You were married for less than a year, honey. You were both so young; how can you expect to have mothered kids when you were both still enjoying your youth?" But I wanted kids, Daddy. And Mike did too. I wanted to give him kids, many kids. At least I would have.