While my wife in my jammies and I in her gownHad got into bed and had laid our heads down.When up on the street there arose such a clatter,I sprang fr...m my bed to see what was the matterAway to the window, my legs I did flash.Tore open the shutters and opened the latch.The moon on my breastforms, you wouldn't even knowGave the lustre of real ones to me below.When, what to my wondering ears I should hear.But convertible cars, with TG authors appear.Led by a sexy blonde driver, so lovely and. That's not someone pretending." You really think so?" Of course she does, Connie thought. Emily didn't say things she didn't mean."I know it's hard," said Emily gently. "I know you're afraid. But you have to try. I really, really think it will work out for you. You just have to take the chance. Talk to him. Soon. Tonight if you can." I want to," said Connie. "I'm just not sure we'll be able to tear him away from his poker game." She gave her sister a tentative grin. Emily had made her feel. But I've spoken with him recently and with his help, I've begun to change. So, did I sink so low? or did I just set my sights higher? I can't go back to what I once was and I don't want to. "To go forward, I will change. It's already started, but if tonight I can pass my crown to a worthy successor I hope I can continue to break my addiction. I'll still be beautiful and I'll still use my beauty to get what I want, but with this step and a few others, I'll stop fooling myself that I deserve it. "Larry, can I have one of your cards? Something is going on with my wife, and I need to get to the hospital. We need to talk later."Larry handed Paul his card. Callie handed Larry her card and said. "Paul is staying in the guest house at the ranch. You can get him through me."Larry lifted his eye. "You're..." he shook his head and corrected, "You drive carefully Paul, and call me when you find out how your wife is."Muffin was thrown to the floor in the room with the three girls. Jessie left her.