I hope he says yes.Darrel and I have been lovers for 15 years.He's been married for 10.As a long time Mason he attends meetings frequently.When he wan...s to hook up, he simply calls me and we arrange to meet.He keeps my name in his cell under my male name,one of his white buddies.There's a Mc Intosh motel near my house.I check into a room there a couple of hours before Darrel to get ready.I start with a long,hot bath and shave completely,arms,underarms,legs and chest.I pat dry and do my. .. we laughed a bit relieved and had fun. It was nice and I had to realize that she was now going to have a massage every week, etc. Suddenly she said god and looked at his pants, you did not get enough… ohh he said - I can not do it: but when I discover a woman wears real socks so it rises right away .. he sat there with a mega bulge in his pants ... oh sweet we can't have that then she told me. Then she slid quietly down on her knees fished with great difficulty and took it in her mouth ... I saw everything and everyone in terms of what was in it for me. I barely recognized there was another side to the equation. And, to take a page from your ubiquitous math analogies, the equation was always an inequality - Ashley is greater than whomever."It denied me the ability to appreciate almost everything. I had almost everything I wanted. I could do whatever I wanted. I could get almost anything I wanted and I never had to make much of an effort for any of it. How could I value anything. She then knelt in front of me and took me in her mouth and she was great at it! She stood up and gave me a deep kiss and started unbuttoning her white blouse, pulled her beautiful breast out from her bra and asked me to suck her nipples which I gladly did. She walked to the dresser and slid her grey skirt up over her 6 strap garter belt and then bent over the dresser. F**k me baby she said, I want to feel your nice hard clitty in my pussy. A dream come true!! Her tanned inner thighs were wet.