Then one day Jeremiah had his shirt off and his muscular black body just turned me on so much. Knowing about that huge black cock he had; I decided I ...ad to have it. I started to flirt with him, gradual at first but later I decided to speed up moreFinally one day I just could not wait any longer. I lay out fully naked knowing Jeremiah would be walking right past… which he did. Then he stopped dead in his tracks. This time I made no excuses, telling him that I had thought that he was off that. Stop the end of the world. What a couple of drama queens!12:00 feed the kids lunch and eat myself. Clean the kids up.2:00 walk or drive around the property to get away from the kids.5:00 apologize to the kids for not being there for the end of life as we know it. Have dinner.6:00 do a little writing behind locked doors.7:00 scout the field for an hour.8:00 have a drink. Do more writing.10:00 go to bed.The kids were taking over my life! I was not Daddy Howard or Uncle Howard, dammit!The day of. She said to me "We could knock another off the list here", I said "Ok".As we got in the car Lee was chatty about his life, saying he was working at the coffee shop to earn money to go travelling. Donna said as we approached our house "Come in and tell us more", which he agreed to do. As we settled in our lounge, he had a beer and was telling us about himself, After around ten minutes, he said he should be going."Why" asked Donna, "Have another beer", "Ok" he replied, and as she passed it to him. Well ... we were like ... you know ... before.”Andrea swept her arm encompassing the whole room. “I’ve never felt so ... so ... weak and ... and, I don’t know ... weak and needy, Carl. You provide something that I never knew I needed, but when I look into your eyes, I remember everything ... every single thing ... you did to me and I start to drip...”She was baring far more of herself than I’d ever seen. Her face was a moving picture show. The emotions running through her must have been intense.